The Troubles
One thing I know: I should not have taken physics.
It's awful. Things are awful and everyday I'm made to feel stupid.
My mother's called and arranged yet another physics tution (is that grammatically correct?--ought to convey the meaning clearly enough). Frankly I'd rather eat glass. I'd rather stay at home and sulk. I'd rather quit.
And whoo! Tomorrow's Friday and that means physics practical.
I want to leave this place. I don't know where for I just no longer want to stay here. I reme,ber earlier on, weeks, months ago my mother said I could go to United World College, now my dad says I can go off to this place in Australia to study--unfortunately both are very expensive and if I say that I'd like to go now, very seriously, sure as hell they're not going to let me. It's the way my life has always turned out. No way to escape it.
It's awful. Things are awful and everyday I'm made to feel stupid.
My mother's called and arranged yet another physics tution (is that grammatically correct?--ought to convey the meaning clearly enough). Frankly I'd rather eat glass. I'd rather stay at home and sulk. I'd rather quit.
And whoo! Tomorrow's Friday and that means physics practical.
I want to leave this place. I don't know where for I just no longer want to stay here. I reme,ber earlier on, weeks, months ago my mother said I could go to United World College, now my dad says I can go off to this place in Australia to study--unfortunately both are very expensive and if I say that I'd like to go now, very seriously, sure as hell they're not going to let me. It's the way my life has always turned out. No way to escape it.
posted by fairypenguin at 2:51 AM
1 Comments:
Hello Jia Ni! When things get tough, just remember you're not alone in all of it! :) You can call me up anytime... Or sms me. See you around! Take care!!
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